Wednesday, December 28, 2005


the news just reported. why there was a delayed at the mrt station. it was an accident, the mrt station annoucned.

but of course, a man got hit by the mrt at 3.03 (?) at kallang mrt station. he's dead.

opps, i shouldnt said like it wasnt my business. except that i wasnt my business to care, but he caused the train to be delayed. but, i shouldnt blame him. coz, it might really be an ACCIDENT, he couldn't have commit suicide. or so, i think.

but the records in singapore said that, there;s every reason to believe that the deceased could be commiting suicide.

but i really shouldnt think like that. or i would be cursing my head off because of him, and i dun wan to do that. im feeling sorry that he died, but if he commit suicide there, and cause mi to return home in a taxi, i would have blame him and scold him.

it;s contradicting. i dunno. it sux when a person die from a mrt station. it doesnt feel right. he's dead now. dead. mayb he will come alive in the hospital suddenly?

who am i kidding? even the taxi driver said that it was another suicidal attempt.

yar, im kidding myself.


Did I said that I didnt want to blog until I've had a WHOLE NEW BLOGSKIN? or was it that i said that I won't blog about my bdae and the celebration of hy's ?

In any CASES, I need to blog about it.

WHich is what happened today, although it's not any surprising or out-of-sudden thing.

OKay, It's surprising AND out-of-sudden.

I was on my way home from my work in Bedok. So I had this little "premonition" that I really wanted to take the taxi. (It's not exactly premonition, i guess it's my laziness on the act. )

However, the perseverence to save money took over my pathetic laziness. Of course anyone would've think twice, no thrice, or fries, (forgive me, coz i do not know wads the english for the fourth times and the fifth and so on. T.T ) if he or she is taking the return trip from BEDOK all the way to BOON LAY.

Do you know how much time is spent on the mrt than walking? Well, I didn't exactly calculate how much time, but it's almost 1hr, including the waiting for bus, for mrt, the walking time and so on, from my house to the destination.

OKay, back to the topic. I was on my way home, from bedok of course. Then the premonition take place, except that i waved goodbye to it coz i wan to save money.
Except that, when i reach the control system... They announced that there is, opps i mean WAS, an accident ahead and the trains will be delayed for 45 mins blar blar.

ANd without knowing what to do, i tapped my ez-link card to the "feeder", and i was in to through the "gate", like what other people was doing even though they heard the announcement. Stupid me, no assertiveness. FOllow the people like a sheep, i should be like a sheep. Curses! NO mind of my own!

Of course, I rode the escalator and found people crowding, which of course scares me. I hate the crowds, it made mi nervous. So i walked on, in search of my nirvana with the least people standing.

Of course, the announcement rang again, I kept wondering if I should go back and take the escalator, take a taxi and go home. Except that I looked around for other people's reaction. Some were already riding the escalator down, which was the minority. The MAJORITY stood still, it seemed as if nothing could budge them. I tried to gain more confidence by looking at the screen above, which shows the schedule time, and it informed us that the train will not be going from aljunied to boon lay. (i cant remember wads the exact word.) One thing led to the another, I was thought to believe that the train will bypass the stations between aljunied and boon lay, and that there was an emergency line of which the train could travel. Of course, that was my wishful thinking and that it wasn't even in the least possible. Iwas desperate, praying too hard for a miracle, and that the miracle was the WAY OF MY THINKING, which is irrational and illogical now that I thought about it.

The train came, and I though miracles do happened, which is a fraud. I was on the train, settled on a seat, and took out my reader's digest. I've learned a lesson that on a train, if ur destination is far far far away, and you are all alone in the train, you should always have something to do. For me, a book. If you dont have a book, and IF you are travelling from boon lay to bedok for a 1hr journey, you will most likely be trying to avert eye contact with any person on the train. You know, it's cramped with people in the train, and when you got nothing to do, you will be like, stare at them or their clothes, their demeanor... Which is kinda lame, and EMBARASSING.

Okay, enough of my ethics on the TRAIN, tok about wad happened next. The train moved on and kept on replaying the recorded message: the train will be delayed blar blar... but those people in the train didnt even budge, i did the same. except that, it was getting on tedious to act nonchalent about it, coz the train stops at eunos for a long long LONG time, before it closed its door and keep on moving. Then one woman across me rang her affliates, husband or brother or friends, whichever was it. And i overheard the conversation, her part of it, and i think everyone else was listening too. She said that the mrt had some probs, some accidents, and blar blar, yar come picked me up at aljunied and let's go to raffles together. Or maybe somewhere in the CBD area. SO, I PANICKED. WHAT SHOULD I DO????? Im clearly easily influenced by the action of 1 people, ON THE TRAIN.

I calmed myself and the train continued to move. I get back to my reader's digest january edition, on a story about haunting or rather ghosts. I shuddered and shivered. Was it the story about ghosts, or about the near future of me stranded in remote places of singapore which i have clearly never took a step into? Whichever reason causes it, im not sure.

I couldnt take it anymore and i phoned my mom, since she is more experienced that i am (i hoped) before the train stopped at aljunied. I told her about the accident, and everything, and i told her i wanted to take a taxi. and then...

the train stopped at aljunied, the announcement rang. This time, not about delaying, but aboiut thefact that the train is TERMINATING at aljunied, ALL PASSENGERS are to alight at alijunied mrt. OMFG, was my reaction. i dun wan to stop at aljunied, it;s a very ... old place, to me. I was there a few times with my mom to patronise a so-called-vegetarian-restaurant (but not a high-class 1 if u asked me, coz there's aircon but there's no waitress, and it's self-service. now that i think about it, i've never been to to a REAL restaurant being waited, which is pathetic.). We've been there by the mrt onli ONCE. ONCE!!!!!! and i dun like the place, its just doesnt suit me.

my mom told me that i should grab something to eat since i was there, like it was,you know, a twist of fate, and that i was DESTINIED to stop at aljunied so that i could buy the food. WHich made me pissed of. i had to buy food juz because i was forced to stop at that place? who are u kidding? anyway, i did wad she told, coz i need to plan on wad to do next. i cant be like, stand idlely at the control station and think of my next step, which is soooooo uncool (<=== this is not the main reason, it's a side reason. ) and i would be bumped by the influx of more passengers unloaded by the mrt. i couldnt just stay there and do nothing. I MUST DO SOMETHING. so i heeded my mom's so-called-advice, and i ordered 2 take-outs with me. i had the conclusion that it was going to take a long time, and by the time i came out with my food, the train would be all ready to go. (yes, i was cursing the damn train, causing my DELAY to my home sweet home)

except that the world isnt a beautiful place where all wishes would come true. the train still didnt budge. and, i decided to take taxi, but of course IF i can ever hail 1. which is impossible, since almost all passengers wanted to take the taxi to their destinations. i walked on and on, and decided to on call 1. my 1st ever experience to on-call a taxi. i dunno where i was, i dunno the road name, and all i know is, im near the aljunied mrt station. and worst of all, it was drizzling, not really a heavy drizzle, juz some droplets of rain.

the call ended, and i was left to wonder, where the hell is the taxi stand? i could see a bus-stop, since all the free shuttles are working, and i dunno where they took the passengers to, not to mars i hoped. And i really regretted not telling the girl behind the phone (and the on-called line was relly busy, god knows why, and i think i know why. the mrt.) that i should wait at the bus-stop. While i was in my regretment (is there such a word? heck care.), i was reciting the vehicle no. under my breathe and decided to walk around the station in search of the holy "taxi-stand". and here goes the train, it moved. OMFG. yeah rite, the train moved, it is budging, and it's too late for me to cancel my on-called, which took pains to realise.

oh well, i dun care the train anymore, i concentrated on my taxi-stand. i walk up to the bus-stop, and there... i saw someone who looks like ms chiang, my form teacher, looking innocently in my direction, and i dun think she's lookin at me. IS SHE MS CHIANG, AND IF SHE IS, WHAT THE EHLL IS SHE DOING IN A DAMN PLACE HERE? i wondered. yar, and she's still looking innocently at my direction. i dun think she recognised me, since i was wearing an orange uniform my aunt gave, and the fact that she could not be even ms chiang, but... the innocent look really look like her. bleh

i took a run, and went sideway before reaching her, and i walked around the station look for a taxi stand. sometimes runnning, sometimes walking, with my food, and people, and... alot of buses.

I got 1 round before decided to ask the ppl there. The ones with purples uniform? the mrt operators bah. But somehow, 1 guy juz ignored me, and i was forced to talk to the blue guy, whihc im not sure if he was an operator or not, but he look kinda superior. i tried my luck. he told me that there wasn't a taxi-stand, not that he knew of it, and my handphone rang. the taxi driver called.

im glad he called, or else i will still be running in circles lookin for the damn taxi stand. but den, it striked me, how did he get my hp no.? easy, the ger behind the phone told her. and, it striked me again. ms chiang not there liao. or rather, the-woman-who-look-like-ms-chiang isnt there anymore. gd.

and finally, i took off from where i was and i am back home, in my lair of comfort. =)

Sunday, December 25, 2005


1st of all, Merry Christmas. =)

I've told alot of people, I dun celebrate Christmas, and it's true. I don't celebrate it. But then, the festive mood does really seeps into you. I just feel happy, and I dunno why. It just makes you smile, with no particular reason at all.
I guess that's what people call chissana shiawase ka?
It's a wonder how a mood can lift up your spirits... =)

I wonder, if it's the song that I'm listening to, or the completion of Tenjou Tenge, the upcoming air tv, the watching of blood+, the watching of the last episode of Hana Yori Dango that lifts up my spirit. Anyway, It doesn't matter, I'm happy and that's what it matter!

Oh yeah, I've just turned 16 two days ago. Too bad there isn't any NC16 movie to celebrate with my bdae... T_T

Im gonna blog about how i celebrate my bdae, hy's bdae, ... and... im not sure, AFTER i changed the blogskin. *nods nods* I can't give anymore excuses!!!

... School's reopening soon. Devil is coming, not Santa Claus.

Sunday, December 04, 2005


Tatta ima,

Complete Sekai no Chuushin de, Ai wo sakebu

I've only got one word to describe it.


All right, it may not be a sentence. But I've tried to say what I had wanted to tell.

PLease, people who are reading this post, I beg of you!

Please, download this drama. It's really nice.

Yes, the story is similar to those heart-wrenching kdrama. Leukemia. You might be bored of it.

I was the same. But, watch the "process" and not the "ending". It will send you back to tears and cries.

It was very nice.

The drama is somewhat of a difference than the movie. However, the story is damn nice.

Oh, did i mention? I watched the movie before I know of the drama. I don't know which came first. But den, it's the same. I love to cry. At least, in stories, not reality. I think the whole story came from a book by some author. BUt i'm not sure.

The words that is flashing... Below? Those are what I extracted from the movie preview. SOme words may be wrong though.

The drama don't have RItsuko, Sakutarou no fiance. They have AKi, another Aki who isn't the female lead Aki.

Anyway, Im hooked up to Sekai. *sobs* Im gonna burn the cd, and hug it in my sleep.

My eyes are tired from all the crying.

I hope it won't be all sored up tomorrow. =(


God, the author is AMAZING!


Friday, December 02, 2005


I found a job. Or rather, the job found me.

My aunt asked me to help out in her selling books store. COol, ive always wanted to try out in selling books. It looks fun. That is, what i thought before ileft the house today.

I was thinkin of playin for the whole of vacation. My mother didnt let me. At least, for a while. ANd..... On my ah ma's bdae, with my mangas and all. My aunt told me to try out at her place.

Okay fine. It sounds fun anyway. Btw, i would also like to try out cleaning toilets if i ever had a choice. not for too long like 1 month. 1 week is enough experience for me. The satisfation you get after cleaning a revolting-stench-producing-male-toilet (im a sexist. i will assume all negative points to do with the males) and the sparkling clean scenario that gives off sweet scent after you cleaned it up..... the feelings is enormous!

Yar, im a weirdo. FInding a job like cleaning toilets.... Mayb i should try out at chuangyi comics and find out what tthey really do, and try to steal some receipes. except that they dun have any receipes... just experience for me. =( but its better den nothing.

HOwever, they have no plans of hiring ANY1. AND CERTAINLY NOT SOMEONE WHO ISN'T EVEN 16 YRS ODL!

selling books are fun, but sometimes, its boring too. nothing to do there when there's no customers. Stare at the teachers eating buffet is not 1 way to kill ur boredom. no way. its just so unfair we get to watch them EAT, and they get to watch us DROOLING

LIfe is totally unfair.

i need to get up really early and take the mrt to bedok station, and on to bedok green primary school. there. the security guards there are nice, compared to our school...... *Pfuit*

And that's why LIFE IS TOTALLY UNFAIR. with no macdonalds. they dun allow me to eat fries. they wan mi to eat proper meal (asia definition of proper meal: rice or noodles but not fries. wads the difference? you get the carbohydrates in ur body anyway! its the tastes that is difference! since in goin to get my carbohydtate inthe end, let me enjoy the taste, for i may not be here tml as i could be rotting under the ground!)

That's all. im tired. and sleepy. tml ... 6 am wake up? i dunno. better not do wrong calculations. i could kill people with the state of mind im inwhen im sleepy. they will juz call the police and get me arrested.

ps. i heard some little gers (i suppose) are singing on the bus when i rode home. Its rare for ppl to even sing in the bus. and dun get shock when you hear wad they sang. it's:
okay shitz, i cant remember the lyrics coz im too tired.

anycase, its a singapore song: like those "we are singapore, we are singpaore, we will stand together hear the lion roar...."

im so suuuuuuure that htose girls are gonna grow up and be a policewoman or anywho that will contributes to singapore. but not me. im not a patriot, so im doomed to fail in my life. i have nothing to really GREAT TO boost about. NOTHING AT ALL. NOT A SINGLE TALENT. all are average. *sighhhhhhh...... *

sleep time, peeps. i dun mind getting wrinkles all that (for the time being), but im afraid of calculate the wrong amount to ppl and they wanted to beat me up coz i give them the wrong money, ..... or get killed by my aunt... =(

so much so for society's experiecne. all i get is fear. =(


It was a long post , the previous one. SInce, clearly, i have been keeping on these inner-thoughts to myself.

In these few short days, I was captivated by the world of MEg Cabot's books. You know how wonderful her hands are made into. Hence, giving us shojous the perfert dreamy world we all longed into. Yes, romance. Teenage romance. PURE teenage romance.
I couldn't stand the temptation of "ALl american Girl" lying there, and i devoured it within a day. Yeah~~ NICE NICE VIBES OF youthfulness filled me.

I love David/Daryl. Im going to name my son David/Daryl, IF I EVER HAVE ONE. (coz im not getting married, and enslaved to man. Guys are ALL sexually interested. They always think about SEX. It true, after so many books Ive read, and a few documentaries Ive watched. It gruesome. Sex, that is. I cant imagine it when those people said that sex is the most pleasurable things to enjoy in this world. WHy cant they think about rape, when they said such things?)

So, I won't get married. But I can adopt a son. So his name is David/Daryl. Except that, Im not sure which to choose. Daryl is quite a nice name, but it sounds like those weak guys in novels always being pushed around. (but of course im not saying that Daryl is always a weakling. If my son is goin to be called Daryl, he won't be a weakling coz ive made up my mind that Daryl is a hunk and stong male with no overactive hormones that wans sex everytime. )

Anyway,I wanted to say that, I fall in love with romance book. AGAIN. I picked it up, and swore not to let it go again, not unless the passion dies down.

ANd now, Im crazy over The princess diaries. The 6th book is ... damn expensive. N it could be borrowed in the library, except that, it is ALWAYS ON LOANED. I guess I have to try my luck in Bedok Library tml. *sigHHHHHHHHh*

Oh yar, I wanted to read the memoirs of a geisha too. But the library doesnt have it. Or mayb the year is wronged. Im not sure. Mayb they republished it? (NVM me, i dun htink any1 will understnad wad im thinkin now. Its my ... inner-thoughts

ANd since we are on the topic of MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA. its gonna be made into a movie. Something that is decided last yr or teh start of this year. ANywayz, it is to be shown on 23 Dec 2005. MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! BUt it is only screened on 23 Dec 2005 in USA, which is 24 DEc 2005 in SIngapore by that time. WHOSE GONNA SPONSOR ME TO GO TO USA AND LET ME WATCH MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA????? Yar, rite. Like anyone's gonna sponsored such an expensive package, without even going to DIsneyland. *Pfuit!*

Oh, and im not trying to hint about my birthday. Every1 knows about my birthday date. At least, those around me, close to me, recognise me, sees me, and knows me. ANd at this age, nearly 16th, Im very very matured. In my own sense. I dun think birthday party suits me anymore. Its lame. TO ME. but i like ppl to have their birthday party, and let me participate. Just that, i dun wan the main character to fall on me. No birthday ger such thing. Ive played enuogh of the birthday girl in my early age. Now that i think about it, its quite embarrassing when you want ur mother to have a miniature bdae party with juz a few ppl. ( i guess that the reason i dun wan anymore parties for me. It makes me recalled embarassing moments)

I think im inspired by MIa. god damn it. Her superb diary-writing skills. Ive never written 2 posts (and intended another 1) in 1 go. SHe is damn influential! MEg cabot, i love you~~~~~!!!!!!! =X

Just that, mia P.O.G, is writing in her diary with her hands. Me, blogging, with my fingers on the keyboard. That's the difference.

On to next post

Thursday, December 01, 2005


Oh, im back. =)

Back from exactly, nowhere. Im still in 1 whole piece by the way, after the whole stress-level-increasing-in-a-potential-suicidal-state, and of coz without my brains. =)

And I promised to blog about the continuation of Project J (not exactly promise, but in a sense...) after CHemistry Papers if my brother isn't around to hug his percious computer all to himself. And dun get me wrong. He wasn't around when I came back (from my rotting stale memory as i can recall, not so crystal clear though).

You know, the normal gets-crazy-when-saw-computer-in-front-of-you-when-you-are-not-restricted-to-use-it-in-any-way attitude, ie. gets crazy over the computer.

And bad enough to say, from the start of the so-called-holiday-after-the-papers, i have done nothing on the list of my Project J. Sad thing... =( Im such an unorganised person (or was it disorganise? i cant make it out... My english is getting worst, seems like i really throw all language/knowledge out of my intellectual window...).

But really! REALLY! i Did plan to do it, like planning to get the website from my sensei to learn computer tricks (aka photoshop and web building and those kinda trival things, see, i dun wan to bother her about such small things.)Except that... SHe went overseas to Malaysia to her relatives' side (not exactly oversea if you consider the Straits of Malacca and the bridge aross it as a sea.)

ANd so, I waited for her to come back (while gloating over her misfortune for having slow speed =P) and I played MS. But anyway, I was playing it all along. It doesnt matter. I've forgotten clean about what I wanted to do or what I had original planned, ever since the seed of evil (aka MAple Story) stole my heart of enthusiasm away from me. Poor me... =(

And what I have achieved now? Let's see:

1: Learn Photoshop
Did nothing about learning them. Yar, I did some. Came to a few websites, draw some circles, and dun understand wad the heck they tokin about due to my poor non-werbal communication understanding. SO I gave up. PLay MS.

2: Change blogskin
I really really really really really reaally (to the power of nth times), wanted to change this blogskin. Im sicked of the pinkish pink, the song.... the cute cute puppy( or was it some other animals i dunno...) BUT DUN GET ME WRONG! I like this blogskin, if not, how would i even choose it in the first place? It's just that, you heard before -i suppose- that man needs new clothes every now and then (but not me, i dun need clothes, all i need is manga/animes/jappy songs/novels... it's just that i cant think of a better object to quote at, and im not sure if this is the RIGHT quote). Hence, it's also necessary for blogs to have alternative blogskins! It's to change the MOOD!

3: Translate chinese manga to ENglish. My ALL TIME WISH [FOR NOW].
OH *pfuit* -if someone remembers where it's from... Im crazy over IT right now, this instant!-
It seems that since I cant even fulfil my 1st task, I dun even bother thinking about the 2nd or the 3rd. Hence you know..... Down the drain, the toilet bowl, the sewage, the sea, the stomach of the fish, the human body. =)
BUt it will never ever go into the brain. IN my body system case, my bery brain is detached from my body. The brain exists as an INDIVIDUAL system. ANd about teh scientific methods of how it respires and excretes... I SHALL explain it SOMEDAY, when i could remember it, WHEN I HAVE TO MOOD TO BLOG, AND SO ON AND SO FORTH.

4: Translate Japanese Karin to chinese/english (preferably chinese). *It's gonna take many many hours to do this. I need to check dictionary and asks people. Keh! Never mind, I can learn Japanese from here. Wahhahahaahahhaa *


5: Download many many many manyyyyyy animes: (currect thought of)Rozen Maiden, SailorMoon Series(I MUST WATCH THE WHOLE OF THIS SERIES, NO MATTER WHAT!), ... Hell lotsa animes. But i cant remember what I wanted to watch before this term. =.= Alzheimer's disease getting me. (uh-oh)

*LOng BIg SigHHHHHHHHHhh,.......... * It's not like I dun wan to download the animes, it hard for me to even catch up the ongoing series now, what with: Bleach, Naruto, Prayers(its not coming out....... !!!!!!!!), Black Cat (Train looks happier now, though i ADORED his lonesome-cool-look

-take a break, take a look at godannar, take a koko-crunch- ;)

okay im back. before i continue to tok about my black cat-ey..... Let's discuss WHY i would rather watch Godannnar(broadcasting in arts central, rather than the kids central) den to tok about my fav. animations.

*sidetrack 1* IN the first place, I watched the first episode of GOdannar because i was lured to, or rather tricked. I was curious to find out what is the next series they were going to do after er, Inuyasha. Wait was it Inuyasha, or what? OH yar,... it was Peacemaker Kurogane. It slipped out of my mind. *thanx to my cousin ;) My friends are useless. You cant rely on them. You dun even see a single soul online, er, i mean, those anime-intellects, if you know wad i mean. =X BUT I DUN MEAN THAT THOSE WHO DUN *STUDY* ANIMES ARE... NON-INTELLECTS! They are just, not so enthusiastic as i do, and spend their time reading more beneficial books instead of daydreaming those handsome-charming-prince-rescuing-princess-whenever-she-is-in-danger in my free time, like i do.
Anyway, back to business, I was lured to watch GOdannar coz i was curious what new series they were goin to show us, and hence estimate arts central budget... =X (no offence though... is that an offence? ) And while I was there high-hoping of some nice hit anime, there came godannar.
My inital expression: *o*
In the middle of the commercial: ~o~
At the end of the show: ToT
They show.. big boobs swaying with the slightest imapact. Too bad my sensei didnt watch the 1st episode, you could really fall from a chair, literally. And hence, I continued to watch the series even though I was still in a state of shocked for the below reasons:

1) I do not, and never ever will, stop watching an anime half-way through. This is my principal (or was is principle?). You may never know, the series could get suddenly high peaked in the middle where you left it. ANd it's a waste not to watch it.

2)Support animes of whatsoever titles and genres, but make it possible to avoid pornography.

3)I think the boobs section is quite interesting, and I was thinking what more can the producer produces to make the anime more interesting, except for the booby-part.

*Sidetrack 2* Arts central 11.30pm show: Kimi ga nozomu eien.
i've watched it once, downloaded. ALl the episodes. AND i have some to brag about, since i watch the series once and... my sensei didnt. *evil grins* SHe felt sicked after watching the first 2 or 3 episodes. I hold my cool and tolerate the show (this phrase is weird... i think is the "cool" word...or is it the "hold"?).
I watched it, completed. Dun understand. Knows that the show is about sex, make love, organsms.(around there.) ANd I DUN UNDERSTAND WHY THE SHOW IS POPULAR, at least it seems to me it is ages ago. I think its popular because many ppl downloaded the songs, and the songs are nice, and there are quite alot of downloads and seeders for the torrent. Hence my conclusion.
And hell i Was disappointed. FUCK it.
ANd now they show it. I dunno. I watched the first 2 episodes, and i gave up middle in the 3rd part. Im not goin through the torment as i did last time. ANd.. they cut the making love scenes. But i would say that it was very bold of them not to cut the stripping clothes scenes since it was ARTS CENTRAL and not the KIDS CENTRAL which is showing it.

OKay back to my black catey.

........ Black Cat, (Train looks happier now, though i ADORED his lonesome-cool-look-when-he-was-wearing-the-black-coat-and-with-his-miserable-looking-face. I totally likes it. It rawks. Yet, he changed the clothes to some doughnut top. YUcks *pukes* It destroys the cool image I have for him. Good gracious lord! I know im a pervert in many sense, and i am also a sadist. My self-actualization. ) SHuffle!, (another alittle bit hentai show, but i love the each and every gurls stories. Except that, rin is no hunk, and his seiyuu is too matured. I would prefer a more crunchy and fresh guy. But i have no recommendations. =X ) JIgoku shoujo, (tricked by its cool and mysterious name and get hooked to it, and the episode is stucked in 2 ) Harukanaru toki no nakade (arhhhhhhhhh, long series. no long awaiting time. no groups have a faster version... and ive waiting it for..... 1 yr? ), Naruto ( can they please please please..... stop their own stories and get to the kakashi-side-story or the after-three-years story??? im sicked of waiting!!!), GUndam seed Destiny by haro haro and tori tori ( i want to burn them as a memorial such that gundam seed is better den gundam seed destiny.), Blood+ (I seriously have no comments for this anime. Im still neutral. I like the songs , op and ed, but ... the story... I still cant absorbed and get gaga over it. Too bad for sensei when she drools over her blood+ when i was in the reality dimension. ), Karin (YAARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! I ONLI FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS STORY WHEN I SAW THE ANIME! AND GOD KNOWS THE MANGA TOTALLY ROCKS! I THANK GOD FOR THE BIRTH OF KAGESAKI YUNA!!! SHE MADE THIS STORY AND I GET TO ENJOY IT!! )

6: Download many many many manyyyyyy mangas: ... Cant thought of any now. Hana yori Dango maybe?

Ditto. NO time. Im donwloadin "sekai no chuushin de, ai wo sakebu" drama. It takes forever to dl. Since i dun dl overnight, and the speed.. is SLOW LIKE A SLUG.

7: Listen to many manyyyyyyy japanese songs (It's illegal to download songs online. DOes it still work if it's japanese mp3? /. .\ )

It will never happen in my lifetime anymore. My brother disallow me to dl any, AND HE MEANS ANY, songs. Not even japanese. =( But diana says that they are only concerned about chinese and english songs, not about japanese. So we can still go mass-dl jap songs at the moment. BUt i totally freaked up. NOt to her. I checked up the laws recently, and they said that under the copyright law, no one is allowed to share files, dl files and anything else without the owners' permission. Even songs are inclueded. Not under this laws are: Methods, Ideas.. blar blar
WHICH MEANS!!!!! ANIMES ARE ALSO INCLUDED!!!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!! I CANT LIVE WITHOUT ANIMES!!!~~~~~ NO WAY I AM TO GOIN TO SURVIVE WITHOUT THEMz!!!!!! NO~~~~~~~~ i want to migrate like those birds too, but i dun wan to be a carrier of the H5N1 virus, no way.

DIllemma im in.

8: Play MapleStory until I bored out and die. My passion has died out ever since hy said that "chiong until lvl 70 also no use mah. The skills not out yet." ... *faints* Hai~~ Mayb I should complete my FFX2? I havent touch that for a long long time. I havent even complete the game ONCE. NOT ONCE! Damn It! Geex, but i dun play other PS Games other than FFSaga. Im a frogggggg! =X

okay, i did the onli one thing in my list. and that's this. Yar, but still. Im onli lvl 39 now. and those pppl at the firboar keeps on ks-ing me, or just dun let me kill those flying fire pigs. Got fed up and turn to novels. ANd i annuonced earlier that i will stop playin MS for the sake of the computer programming, java scripts. It was all BULLSHIT. MS dissolve my RESOLVE!!! I HATE YOU MS!

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