Monday, July 03, 2006
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Im getting post-holiday syndrome, in other words missing the holidays, and before-project-dealine syndrome, in other words scared of the project deadline. But after the deadline it iwill be holidday....

okay, let me think of my next week schedule.

i have to die-die think of IAC survey questions + the important hypothesis. my gdf project sketches that takes up dunnoo how many percent of the entire semester. the research of some famous practition who i decide to be miyazaki something de, the ghlibi person who made totoro and spirited away. shit, i cant even remmeber his full name!!! pp1...... i do not even know where to begin.... i have not fulffiled my promises that i had made in my reflection... fuck. wadever... i juz hope he dun scold me tml!!!!! although in the dark, i hope that ang hor will brief us on wad to do tml for this week instead of asking ME, and specifically ME, on wad i had done!!! im so fucked up, oh i mean screwed up.

DPM... photo..... nothing.. i hope. juz the preparation of goin to botanic and the photo story thingy... esplanade i think....
drf............ ummmmmm i juz hope there isnt any sudden project coming up that iwll kill me, alright, forced me to commit suicide.

THE BIG BIG BIG PROBLEM OF PDA!!!!!! he havent even teach us on the first week of school reopening, and he announced the project?? im gonna die die die, wad is action script? some one tell me??? i relaly do not knwo and i havent even dl the project thing. =E

and next week? i have japanese section (oh thank god it's the only thing that saved me from my chaotic and stressed life) and vocab that i had never know is coming up.... the hard thing is coming up... i NEED TO PAY MORE ATTENTION!!! and in the mornin!!! i juz hope im a genius , and this prodigy thing cant be apply to me anymore since.... im almost 20? well not yet but almost... 17. odd number, odd life...

AND AND AND!!!! JULY IS COSFEST... shu jun gonna go cosplay, zhiqian gonna go cosplay, diana also cosplaying... and all of them are cosplaying gothic lolita... oh god~~~~ i will be walking some cute zombies, if they are all black...

and nadn ....... i will also have to wake up early too!! im so stressed up... since sunday was supposed to be my homework rushing day. that means i have to do my projects during weekends!! all of them!!!!!!!!!!! ok ok, im very calm...

and and... piano? i was supposed to hae piano on sunday for just 1 month, so that means.... next week... after my regular sunday holy sacred jap i will rush off to yamaha.. without stopping at ANYWHERE! sry shujun~ u can shop if u wan, i cant.... T_T

ok ok, IM VERRRRRRRRRRY CALM...

EXCEPT THAT I THINK I ALREADY HAVE THESE -depression + stress + too much projects + dun wan to do anything + feel liek sleeping every now and then + cannaot go home early depression ,_+++++ etc SYNDROMESSSSSSSSSSSS. I NEED A PYSCHOLOGIST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

help me!! i think im gonna go mental instituition soon? consultations!!! conselling!!!! wadever!!!!!!!!

ah ru jue bi~

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